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Kamis, 19 Mei 2011

It seems so hard..

Lord.. 

why it's so hard of being a worship servant?

I fall down again and again in the same hole..

I do the same mistakes like what I've done before..

hhmph..

I don't know how to overcome that obstacles..

It's seems so hard for me..

I can't stand Lord..

I know that I'm not that holy of being your servant..

I feel that I've dissappointed You..

I can't make any progresses as my friends have told me before..

I just feel so tired Lord..

I feel that I can't do this..

I feel so weak..

Lord.. I'm sure that You here me from up there..

And I'm so sure that You will not stand still in seeing me like this..

I'm here waiting for Your answer for all of this..

love,,

rya.. :'(

3 komentar:

  1. semangattt rya ^^
    coba dikroscek dlm doa n discernment, apa ini talentmu, mgkn bukan pelayanan pujian yg Dia sediakan buat km. Tp sesunggguhnya klo km mau, pasti Dia mampukan.
    Mungkin coba kroscek jg gmn doa n puasanya kmrn, berasa ada sumting yg 'kurang' sih, cb tanya tim mu ^^
    JIA YOU... :)

    BalasHapus
  2. iya lep.. I'll check it..
    so confused about it.. hiks..
    oke, i'll ask my team too..
    thx lep..^^

    BalasHapus
  3. heyy smangat sissttt :)
    apapun talent lo, yang jelas kl Dia menempatkan lo di tim pujian selama ini, pasti Dia punya maksud dan tujuan khusus :)

    smangattt yaaa.. ga ada seorang manusiapun yg bisa dan layak melayani Tuhan kita dengan sempurna.. even "the greatest man" pun can't do it.. so jgn pernah ngerasa gak layak dan kecewain Tuhan disaat kt udh mencoba utk melakukan yg terbaik, ok? ^^

    NOBODY is perfect and GOD DOESN'T SEEK FOR A PERFECT SERVANT, He seeks for a servant's HEART instead :)

    BalasHapus